Part four <> "Now about sex." from BBp68 - write in Notebook section 4
In section 4 of our 5 section notebook , some of us answer questions on Big Book page 68-70 3rd ed and the 12&12 page 119 for each episode.
Suzy Q Where had we been selfish, dishonest, or inconsiderate? I only saw her after drinking with my friends // I told her I was working late // I did not call //........... Whom had we hurt? I caused her and her parents much anguish //............ Did we unjustifiably arouse jealousy, suspicion or bitterness? Yes, I would not recognize my alcoholism //I was short tempered // .............. We got this all down on paper and looked at it. Where were we at fault, what should we have done instead? I should have called her // I should have left her //................... We subjected each relation to this test -was it selfish or not? Yep // I only used her for a feel real good rush //.................. Was compatibility at spiritual, emotional and mental levels a fact and not wishful thinking? I am a mental health client with meds, she is not - hmmmmm? // I am hyperactive, she is calm - hmmmmm? // I have just begun step 4, she has been through the steps at least once and helps others do the steps - hmm?